“You, You are amazing, You are Something else. I think about you Always. I think about you when i get up, i think about you when i am at work, in the shower, walking to my car, driving, when i am laying in bed, while i am with other people. Most of the time you are all i want to talk about with anyone and everyone. I was think about how you make me feel, i was think about how i always want you to be happy. when you are unhappy i want to run to you and make you feel better, when you are stressed or sad, i want to do what ever it takes to make you crack even just a small smile. I was think about how i practice what i am going to say in my head before i see you sometimes, and when i see you … i become speechless. my words stumble and i stutter a lot. its not because i am nervous. it is because you make me speechless. You once said to me, “You are so good to me”. I’m like that because, I just found someone who let me be okay with being me. and in the my worst moods or best moods i think about that. You helped me be me, you made me feel confortable with you, so much that i let you see the REAL ME. and if we ever break up i can not promise we will be freinds, but i will try to be at least, because i love you, and i always will for everything you have done for me.”
June, 2011
